After a veeeery long absence I am back- with new ideas, a bit changed style, some new skills.
I will do my best to keep this account alive!

Now, some emo-ish thoughts I would like to share.
Some time ago I happen to become an unofficial owner of six minions- four kittens and two elder cats. I kept feeding them, taking care of them, even though they were wild cats, so it was hard even to pet them. They used to appear every early morning and late evening, eat their meal, play a bit and run away.
I was absent for a few days, and I asked a trusted person to take care of them.
When I came back, pretty bad message was awaiting me- three of my six minions got poisoned, only three of them survived.
We did some investigation and what probably happend- someone had to put a rat poison in their milk bowl.
I wonder, why someone have done this.
There is no pet pidgeons in here,no one keeps birds,so my cats couldn't be accused of hunting them. They did not attack and scratch anyone <except me> so parents couldnt say, that they are dangerous for kids.
It is really annoying, when you put a lot of effort in taking care for something and someone kills it "because he can".

That is one of the reasons I despise things like "second life" so much.
It makes people acts like blind- they live in fake world and simply ignore important things around them.
That's why there is so many "good, kind and caring", whose "kindness" shows only in expressing safe opinions among friends, neighbours or in the net.

Take care people ant thanks for being patient with my blabbering.
Mar.